3 decades

 Assalam.

HAHAHAHA. Thought so. Semangat nak menulis is just like warm-warm-chicken-shit. The last time I wrote was on October 2018. Now, it's already January 2021. Lots of thing happened. The major one is pandemic all over the world; Covid19.

Second one is, I am a mother of two now. To Isyfina & Zahyn. It's wasteful actually not to write things that happened for the past 2 years plus but too lazy. I'm a Public Health dietitian now, working my lazy bones at Kemaman. Husband is working at SUK as PSU M41. Well, we're living together. The only thing that I prayed for so long. 

Nanti la tulis lagi kalau rajin. Meow.

Ataih bawah

Hi!

Sebelum ni sis pernah post pasal sis dapat kerja sebagai Peg Dietetik U41. Dan semalam, suami sis baru dapat emel panggilan taklimat utk PTD M41 pulak. Jangkaan suami sis masuk (balik) DPA adalah pada 6 Januari 2019. Sis pun dengar-dengar cerita akan masuk bulan Januari. Okey.

Risau pulak kat anak dara sis nanti. Dah la sejenis yang tidur kena mengempeng (pasai dia minum susu badan lagi). Kalau PTM tu seminggu acanor? Duk pening fikir pasal dia je. Mana dia nak duduk? Boleh ke dia tidur tanpa sis? Dia nak ke kat orang lain? Hahaha sis fikir benda tu dah dua minggu dah. Lebih kepada risau daripada teruja nak bekerja.

It's going to be a very tough journey for the three of us! *crying silently in a corner* 

Kuruih

Assalamualaikum.

Today I decided to write about my getting-back-berat-masa-anak-dara journey. It was a (not so?) tough journey. When I was looking myself in the mirror back then, all I can see was fats & cellulites. It's hideous. But I keep reminding myself that I just gave a birth to a little tiny human. I SHOULD BE PROUD!

And again, Who am I deceiving? Being fat does not make you sick. But definitely being fat can 'invite' all those sicknesses, provided if you eat like crazy & not being physically active (yup that's me). I want to be both; proud & healthy! 

I was 70kg during my last week of pregnancy (39 weeks). Back then, I kept telling myself, I eat for two (HAHAHA!). Hence, the increment (16kg).

After the delivery, I weighed 62kg. I was happy because I lost 8kg in the process. But 5 months after post-natal, I weighed 59.6kg! I feel frustrated for not being able to lose all those pregnancy weight. So, I decided to run (again). 

30th December 2017

- - It was tough in the beginning. I had not run for 14 months. But I kept telling myself to keep on running. At the same time, I reduced my carbo portion & strictly cutting my sugar intake. And guess what? In one week, I managed to lose 2kg (57.6kg). Feeling thrilled so I keep on running & doing some HIIT. 

27th February 2018

- - I weighed 54.8kg on this date. I started to eat like I usually do. 

30th May 2018

- - I managed to get my pre-wedding weight. And I have stop running ever since HAHAHAHAHA! It took me longer because on April, I had stop running. Tiba-tiba malas gila rasa. So I only focused on my diet. 

People that know me know that, I am always afraid of figures/numbers. Hence, the journey. 

There's no shortcuts in achieving something, especially not in losing weight & being healthy. All those kind of produk kurus in market, as for me, is a totally bullshit. Please go for a healthy way. Please. 

p/s: I am 160cm. 

Who would have taught?

Assalamualaikum. 

Here I am playing housewife for 22 months straight. Sometimes I was wondering, will I be playing housewife for the rest of my life? It was tiring. Mentally & physically. Don't get me wrong. I mean, I love taking care of my daughter after all that stories about babysitters/nurseries and all. But, seeing all your friends having stable job, makes me feel like I want to do something with my life other than being a housewife. 

And guess what? I managed to secure a post as Pegawai Dietetik U41! I myself still cannot believe this. I never succeeded in any interview before. As for this recent interview, that Dato' SPA who interviewed me was indirectly rejecting me when he said, "Nanti suami you masuk PTD, you ganti la tempat dia kat Alpro." So I just laughed & said yes. Nampak tak inferior gila? 

Anyway, pray for me. Kena study balik from basic. From what I've heard, the intake will be on January 2019. 

Here comes nothing.. again.

Hi. So here I am again. Writing (or should I say typing?) again after I don’t know, three to four years of deactivating my last blog. I’m a devoted (I guess?) wife to Mohammad Fahmi bin Idris & a mother to a 9 months old daughter named Isyfina. Oh! Did I forget to mention I’m turning 27 this coming July? Time do fly. The first time I wrote was when I was 19 years old. And that is eight years back during my foundation time. Pheww (insert grandma emoticon here).

Well. I guess that’s all? HAHAHA. 

Will be writing more. 

Soon.

Hopefully.